can't remember to forget you [lipstick and lions]

[calledmegentle]

She doesn't let them have time alone together, usually. Always makes sure there's some sort of crowd nearby-- her family or the Friends or the people attending the party she's dragged him off to.

Because if she's with him, then the memories she tries to keep buried fight all the more harder to remember, and when she's alone with him, things get even worse.

But she can't stop it. There are simply moments when they can't help but end up alone together-- like this one here, with the two of them almost touching hands as he walks her home. The moonlight makes the park they're cutting through look almost like another world, and she can't be angry, at this moment. Can't not let the love she still feels-- towards the man at her side, towards the land they've both left behind, even towards the Lion that brought them here-- bubble forth.

Her hand lifts to touch his elbow softly,"Caspian. Can we stop a moment?"

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[calledmegentle]

"Perhaps," she says softly.

She almost, almost hopes so.

[adexuate]

It's enough. It's got to be enough for now.

So he'll simply lean back and let it breathe between them for a bit. Lift his gaze to the sky and enjoy the dim stars he can see.

"Let... me know when you want to go home."

[calledmegentle]

"Not just yet," she says, her own gaze lifting briefly to the stars, "It's... much nicer here."

[adexuate]

"...it is."

Mostly because it was more like Narnia, true. Partly because it was more time with her.

Certainly because there was little that trees and stars didn't make better.

[calledmegentle]

There was. All this time away from home hadn't changed that. All this time denying the truth of who she was couldn't make it any less so.

Sitting here, at his side and beneath the trees and stars, she almost feels Gentle again.